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Coming clean? :oAlright guys. About this inactivity business. Yeah, you've heard the whole entire "busy with school" dilemma.
That's half of the story.
I don't want you guys to think I'm stalling. I've been going through a lot lately. Suddenly, I ran into this thick brick wall of emotions I can't explain for the life of me. Things have been happening at home, at school, and everywhere else in my life. Calling me an "emotional wreck" would be an understatement.
I do, as a matter of fact, feel alone. And I'm not used to it. And I don't ever WANT to get used to it. Everyday I wake up, I feel like I have to spend the whole entire day fighting off my emotions.
And that's just what I do. I try to survive.
And sometimes I fail. Sometimes it's too much. I break.
The view for my closest friends has been changing. And it sickens me to think that I could ever think some of the things I do. I don't feel like I'm myself anymore. I feel like I can't be honest with anyone. I feel like I have no right to be upset. Th
Wasn't tagged.. WHO CARES :D1.) Who is your favorite Kingdom Hearts character(s)?
PFFT. Why must I pick?! D:
Anyway c: -puts on glasses and pulls out list-
Riku, Sora, Axel, Roxas and.. er.. DEMYX! and Vanitas. c: And Namine. And Ventus. o-o
2.) What is your favorite pairing(s)?
SoRiku, Akuroku, VaniVen, RokuNami.. There's a shitload more. Those are really all I can think of right nows. :3
3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?
Yaoi. I'm not too big a fan of Hentai, but idk. I really like anything that shows my favorite characters in a new light.
4.) Ever cosplayed Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and how many times?
Nope. :c. I want to, though. I'd fail epicly, but so what? xD
5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts merchandise, if any.
Birth By Sleep
Kingdom Hearts 1
Kingdom Hearts: Re Chain of Memories
Kingom Hearts 2
KH:3D DDD (!)
A belt.. and a shirt. o-o
6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character? If so who?
The Biggest Lie - AkuRoku OneShotI walk up the stairs of the clocktower, looking at the floor as my feet drag me along to my destination. Sea salt ice cream popsicles in my hand, my chest tightening,I take a deep breath and slowly step outside, letting the wind carress my hair and bring a soft chill to my cheeks. It looks exactly like it did before- Before you left. As I take a few steps forward, letting my hand drag across the cold stone tower, memories flood over me. Your smile, your laugh, your face.
I look over the edge, Twilight Town still looking equally as beautiful the way it did when you were still here. I take a bite of the ice cream, the familiar taste dancing on
Is It Something I Did?Why don't we talk anymore?
It's almost like you're avoiding me....Did I do something wrong? Is it because we're not together anymore? Is it because I still love you?....
I wish we could still talk
that it wasn't such a shock
for you to contact me...
I wish I could go back,
and stay on the right track
so that I wouldn't feel so bad now.
Was it something I did?
Something I said?
What could I have done?
All I wanted was to treat you right,
keep us safe from the world we fight,
and together we were protected.
I wanted you to feel the love
the love that you had lost....
Who knows how much that costs....
Was it something I did?
Eff it. I'm doing it.I've got everything I need, I know what to do and I'm gonna stretch my fucking ears.
Lol, not like it's this BIG PAINFUL project or anything. Only to a 14g o3o
BUT IT'S STILL GONNA BE SO FUCKING AWESOME.
I mean, they definately WONT notice it. I'll be able to get really cool stuff for it and.. I just really want to make a decision for myself for the first time ever.
I wonder how it'll feel c:
I'll definately update you guy on this. Maybe i'll even record it, who knows.
about me o3oLol, I decided to do this because I've actually grown pretty close to some of my friends on here, and I decided it was sorta time that I.. idk. Got more into detail about who I am as a person, aside from what I usually always say:"I Like Video Games and Anime".so fucking descriptive, I know
My name is Kayla. I'm shy, awkward, somewhat outgoing but not really, and.. There's really not much to say.
That's the surface, basically.
I find it really hard to talk to people. I have problems displaying my personality. I don't know how to react to certain situations, and I'm just kinda.. "there". I'm not that significant. People don't really notice me, but I notice them.
I really observe my surroundings. I look at everyone and everything around me and try and pick out every small detail there is to my environment. I've always been like this, ever since I was a child. I've always been fascinated with the way people speak to each other so expressively. (Might sound a little s
WHAT IS THIS?WHAT IS THIS I AM HEARING ABOUT A NEW KINGOM HEARTS GAME BEING ANNOUNCED TODAY?
WAHT THA FACK.
and I hear it's for Ps3?
*grabs ski mask*
I'm gonna take a guick trip to Best Buy... y'know..
say hi to that cute register dude.
(i'm kidding, btw. ._______.)
Free (Prolouge) I ran down the halls to get to class. I couldn't believe what I just heard.
"Me and Tom are dating!" Exclaimed my best friend Sarah. All boys thought she had "The looks", but most girls in our class didn't understand what was so good about her. But appearantly Tom did. I hurried into my class, just making it just in time before the bell.
"Hey Marisol," Tom greeted me. Me and him had always been good friends. "Uh, hi." I said quietly. Why was it so awkward talking to him now? Oh yeah, he had a girlfriend. Then I put my books down, seeing Sarah giving me a questioning stare. She knew I was pissed. And we had been down this road before. Sever
School Tomorrow - MY MOTHER EFFING PACT.Alright.
This is where I'm gonna.. kinda lay down rules for myself (and other's, if you'd likexD) regarding the school year because: Live and learn, bros.
1. Don't you fucking dare wander where you aren't welcome.
Make an effort, but if it's not accepted- Walk the fuck away.
If they want you, they'll come to you. If they don't, well- Just hope they're happy.
2. Speak your mind and be your honest self.
I've been mending around people's preferences- preferences I don't agree with. FUCK THAT. Not anymore. I'm my own person. Your negative opinions can kiss my ass, because I don't need any of that bull crap, bro.
3. Don't be afraid to be alone.
It's better than being with people who don't give a shit about you. It's better to have no friends than friends who aren't really friends at all.
4. Don't be scared about what other's think. (This corresponds with 2~)
Make your own personality. Don't try to be like someone else because they're this, or someone else because they
AkuRoku: The Ice Cream Stand (Ch.12)Roxas walked through the front door to his home, disappointment and sadness overcoming him. He let out a sigh, looking around the darkened room. He searched for the light switch, flipping it up when he found it. He was startled when he saw his mom wide awake, sitting on the couch. "You're home early... what happened, Rox? You look upset." She sat up, looking at her son with concern. "Did you see Axel at all?" She asked, tilting her head slightly.
"..No, I didn't see him. If you don't mind, I'm gonna go up to my room and get some rest." Roxas walked up the stairs, closing his bedroom door behind him softly. "..Alright, sweetie." She said wor
PREY NO MOREPREY NO MORE
Rope dug into Patrick’s wrists as he struggled to free his hands. His hot, damp breath washed over his face, trapped by the fabric sack secured over his head.
A floorboard creaked. Patrick froze, his back rigid against the chair, and strained his ears. Another creak.
“Hello?” he called.
The sound of swishing fabric.
“Who’s there? Where am I? Why’d you bring me here?” Blurred memories swam through his mind: drinking at the bar; stumbling home; a shadow sweeping out from an alley.
Fingers grasped his chin and jerked his head upward. “Hush.” A woman’s voice.
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